Its hard enough as it is to be where I am and stand up straight.
It is hard enough in my situation, with the people I love and the people I care about. As well as school, work and being broke.
It is hard enough to feel the way i do to even get out of bed most days.
It is hard enough without you making it worse for me. And making me feel like shit for what I have done. You dont get to be angry with me. He was mean to me and never treated me the way to deserved to be treated. If it were anyone else in the world you would have set them straight. You dont get to choose sides because he’s your best friend. You don’t get to choose sides because he hurt me and you know it. You don’t get to tell me that I’m a shitty person for knowing I deserve someone better. And It is certainly not okay for you to blame our friendship for falling apart when I tried and you just pushed me away and never talked to me about anything.
That is not fair and I don’t deserve that from you.