I have a strange feeling this isn’t going to last. I am not sure, maybe I am just feeling alone form being in san francisco, maybe living alone makes the day longer. But I know I feel more alone and sad. I also know that I feel distant from people around me. Especially you. 

Im afraid of letting you in close to me because I am worried that they way things were when we first started talking was just a chase. And now that the chase is over, You no longer care.